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Five Year Plan

by Five Year Plan

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1.
I've got videos and pictures, I've got scars and I've got blisters I have reasons to love people, And I have reasons to be bitter I am tired, I'm exhausted, I'm beaten down and feel forgotten My heart is weathered, it's been torn, but through all the pain it's never rotted You told me "Boy, you can not break, oh no, for me you must stay solid" But I've been drinking so much pain my body's convinced I'm an alcoholic I've been in and out of doctors offices, because of stress And I've been doing for so long what's wrong, when all I want is what is best I promise I'll remember every day I feel content And every word that comes out of my mouth will be words i always meant So pitch a tent, and raise a toast, for all the memories and ghosts That broke us down and built us up to bring us closer than most And raise a glass, for the last, broken person that you passed Because more than likely they are hurting more than you ever have I remember when we used to always talk about growing up And right around the time that I was 18, I'd make you fall in love If I'da known that i was psychic, I would've made it my profession And used the money to buy a mansion, and rid our children of apprehension. But love is raw, love is tough, it isn't easy, it isn't fun When all the world is resting on your back, because of things that you have done And I've messed up, but i'm not a mess up, though sometimes I feel that's true The things that keep me on the ground are things I thought that I outgrew I am sick of being tired, and I'm tired of being sick Tranquility is growing thin in me, and anxiety's grown thick And I'm done, trying to remain A false structure making people think that I will never break And I'm done, trying to contain All the pain that's rooted deep in me, cause I'm tired of being fake
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Not At First 03:35
It's as simple as this, I've got a lot of problems but you've made your way off that list and It's as simple as words And forever I will tattoo them into each verse Now I'm pacing back in forth in my room Contemplating exactly what I did wrong to you, but Go ahead and tell all your friends that I'm the bad guy They'll believe the lies that drip from your lips It's as simple as eight Months to break me down and tear through me like a vicious disease If you saw a lion, would you try and pet it? Or would you stay as far away as you could get from it? I know I'm not exaggerating, I promise that I'm not but you might disagree Don't think for a second I am here with no intentions You're the reason for my madness You're what's keeping me distracted I just want to feel whole, I don't want to reach perfection I would die before I let you hold the hands that used to hold you Break my back, with the weight of each and every wretched lie Like how you'd love me 'till I'm dead, but you won't love me here tonight Yell at me for all your problems, yell at me because I'm wrong Well I'm the one who never lied so now I'm yelling in this song Break the bond that's way to cracked You broke my heart when you came back I'm sorry if this comes off mean I'm being honest cause you hurt me I don't want to go to places where I'll have to see your face I'd rather kiss a parasite, than share the same space Let me paint you pictures of death And maybe then you'll see how close I came to seeing red Let me paint you pictures life With blurry colors covering the blackest, sharpest lines
3.
Put me on the ground, the grounds where I sit The shovel that I used, well I buried it Tired of digging and swimming through dirt Crushed by my actions, and dried out in desserts If there is one thing you should take away from this it's that You thought you got the point but that's exactly what you missed Don't take my hand cause I'm not the one to save you I was weak in chapter one, but I flipped the page to chapter two I've got a new set of morals and standards I've come quite a ways since I thought i had cancer My friends have my back and they know I have theirs They helped me break out of some toxic affairs I was so calloused, and I had gone numb but If you asked how I got here, I'd point to where I came from It's hard to fall down when you push yourself up It's hard to feel empty when you fill your cup Half full isn't easy but it can be seen And I promise you that all pain heals eventually
4.
Nevermore 03:41
1995, you held me for the first time As love flowed from out your eyes, and into mine That loud, yet soothing cry Carried up to the sky, came back down as a sparkle in your eye You've calmed the storms, you've dried up the rains You've felt every bit of pain, that's flowed through my veins You've always been there, and listened lovingly So I know you'll be right her listening to me sing Hold me closer, don't let go of me Cause you're the first one I loved and the last one to leave I'll stand by your side, and on the day you close your eyes You'll be smiling knowing I'll always be your baby I've been blessed, by the woman that you are Your love is shown through who I am, you made my heart And on that day I give that ring I'll make sure I have your blessing Cause it's what I need
5.
I know I said that I love you But love's an understatement at it's best They'll never matter; the things that you do Because you stole my heart right from my chest And I know you aren't the most confident But believe me, you're worth every compliment I just want you to know what you mean to me If you have to you can put this on repeat Let these words sink in, just let them bleed And maybe you will see the way I see (Haily) I stole your heart after your heart stole me Through all these years, I never saw it shrink I know that this might sound so cheesy But I'm trying to explain what you mean to me So after everything is all said Just walk away with the words I love you in your head I want to feed you when you're hungry And always keep you warm when you get cold I want to be with you when you feel lonely And bring you to your high when you feel low

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released October 8, 2014

Produced by Ethan Pollitt, Logan Caputo
DI Studios, Closed Mouth Studios

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Five Year Plan Spring Hill, Florida

Just some Pop Punk dudes from the Sunshine State.

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