Not At First

from by Five Year Plan

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It's as simple as this,
I've got a lot of problems but you've made your way off that list and
It's as simple as words
And forever I will tattoo them into each verse

Now I'm pacing back in forth in my room
Contemplating exactly what I did wrong to you, but
Go ahead and tell all your friends that I'm the bad guy
They'll believe the lies that drip from your lips

It's as simple as eight
Months to break me down and tear through me like a vicious disease
If you saw a lion, would you try and pet it?
Or would you stay as far away as you could get from it?
I know I'm not exaggerating, I promise that I'm not but you might disagree

Don't think for a second I am here with no intentions
You're the reason for my madness
You're what's keeping me distracted
I just want to feel whole, I don't want to reach perfection
I would die before I let you hold the hands that used to hold you

Break my back, with the weight of each and every wretched lie
Like how you'd love me 'till I'm dead, but you won't love me here tonight
Yell at me for all your problems, yell at me because I'm wrong
Well I'm the one who never lied so now I'm yelling in this song

Break the bond that's way to cracked
You broke my heart when you came back
I'm sorry if this comes off mean
I'm being honest cause you hurt me
I don't want to go to places where I'll have to see your face
I'd rather kiss a parasite, than share the same space

Let me paint you pictures of death
And maybe then you'll see how close I came to seeing red
Let me paint you pictures life
With blurry colors covering the blackest, sharpest lines


from Five Year Plan, released October 8, 2014



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